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Why is it that every tme I think about running away I end up locked in my room?

I think I'm afraid
I think I don't need it
I think I'm tired
I think I've been tired for a long time now
I'm already bored

...I think I think too much

But now I'm content
I'm satisfied
Resignation better describes it
I won't try it anymore
I won't think about it

it's a sign-me being locked up

I've put myself here
I'm scared to death

I'm scared of death

& I finally say:


this is me being happy